I really love spending my time with my friends on organization. Yeah, it’s nice to get along with various people. Seeing how they developed -well, some walk on the zero-to-hero path, while some heroes turn to zeros in the end- makes me realize that being in an organization really help me improving my soft skills. It’s really nice to be one small part of the big family of English Students’ Association (ESA).

It has been two years; I was engaged to Studi Amal Islam (SALAM) division on my first year, and becoming the head of English Speaking Community in the second year. Just when I was about to stop my involvement in ESA, Susi, my former chief in Deproh told me and some friends to join the BPM. Well, it’s not that we’re good in it actually. I was about to refuse, when I finally realize that deep inside, I felt that still have something to do here, in ESA. I want my juniors in ESC have some guidance, have someone to talk. I don’t want they end up like me, being confused because I had nobody to share my problems.

Well, hope that I’ll be able to get along with you guys.

I’m not trying to say that I’m sick of the assignments. It’s just that I hate that most of the tasks are group works. It’s not that I hate to work in group. Well, it’s just make me sick to keep hearing such stupid words like: “Why do I have to do it alone?”, or “Ain’t you gonna help me out with this?”.

Well, those aren’t my words. It’s my friend’s. What I want to imply here is that we DO the work together. So I think that it’s only natural to share some jobs, it’s natural that each of us will try to focus with our own work, before helping the others. I don’t know how, I don’t really understand why he keeps talking as if he did all the work himself.

OK, let’s say that it’s difficult to do his part alone. But again, it’s a group work, and he should have known that he can ask the others to help. Just ask, POLITELY.

I can always see your lovely smiling face
in every way I walk
in the places we used to talk

I can always feel your presence
your warm and friendly smile

Hey, it’s raining so heavily outside
And you know what, my lovely one…
It reminds me of you,
How you once hold my hand
Once we’re about to say goodbye

Hei you, somewhere over there
I do really miss you
Has my feeling reached you?
Have you ever felt the same way too?

English day, an event in English Education Department on December 2010

Michelle’s Birthday surprise

TEFLIN Conference; One of my lovely events in campus. Well, it’s the first time I met Panda :”>

My new big family in UPI. Well, let’s keep it on, Guys..

My beloved mates, from the very beginning.

Well, It was taken in the graduation day of Tata Senpai…
Wish he can come to mine, too

I almost wanted to dump this blog when I suddenly find 2 unread comments within my posts. Well, it’s so nice to know that someone out there read my posts. Domo arigatou. ^^

Reading those comments makes me want to continue writing in this blog. Yeah, I just want to share my thoughts and feelings actually. And as I said before, it’s nice to have someone out there to share…

Sadar ato ngga…

skRg kita dah gede iia,..

Ga’ bisa lari2 bareng dibawah hujan,..

peluk2an depan orang,..

Tapi satu hal yang ga’ kan rubah,..

Biar sekarang gw ga’ tau dimana kalian,..

Kalian tetep ada disini,.

Di hati ini,.

MyNiceSpace.com

Ini satu peninggalan dari kalian,..
yang ga’ kan pernah gw lupa,..

senyumnya yang meski jauh
tetap terlihat,. bahkan disaat tergelap malam tanpa bintang

suaranya yang meski terhalang desir ombak
tetap bergema
di hati

teduh sinar mata yang dipancarkannya
sejukkan hari
dibawah matahari yang membakar bumi

lantas rasa sayang ini
‘kan tetap tumbuh
meski waktu
perlahan memakan tubuh lemah ini

manusia yang dilahirkan dengan cahaya
haruskah tenggelam dalam kegelapan?

hati nurani yang diberikan,.
pantaskah selalu kita abaikan?

Terbangun ditengah gelapnya malam lemparkan diriku ke tengah kesunyian,.
menyelami dinginnya hati ditengah kilau bulan yang bersinar

bermandi jutaan dosa dan keangkuhan
pantaskah ku kembali meminta secercah cahaya harapan?

kedamaian,.
akankah kembali pada jiwa rapuh ini?

Kami terlahir dengan sejuta harapan
Merubah dunia
Bersinar terang melawan kegelapan

Waktu menguji kami dengan seribu ujian
Takdir menyeret kami ke arah kepasrahan
Tapi kami tak pernah menundukkan kepala
Terus bangkit bahu membahu meraih cita

Diwarnai tawa, air mata, luka dan harapan
Dunia membesarkan kami menjadi cahaya dengan kilau bebeda

Melewati hari yang terus berganti
Kami berusaha tetap menjadi pelangi
Menghiasi langit setelah hujan murungkan hari

Hari pun berganti, hidup berjalan, dunia berputar
Hingga satu masa takdir memaksa kami berhenti bersinar
Dan kilau pun berganti kelam

Tapi cahaya tetaplah cahaya
Segelap apapun dunia
Kami kan tetap bersinar
Terus menyanyikan lagu kebahagiaan
Usir duka dan ribuan kelam

Hingga nanti suatu hari
Kami kan datang ke hadapan takdir
Dengan wajah yang sama saat ia kalah diatas keangkuhannya
Seperti pelangi yang muncul setelah badai
Cahaya pun kan bangkit setelah kegelapan